Sunday, November 1, 2009

College life and the love life......

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There has been a lot of debate and discussion on love life should start and how it should start, what is the correct age. But according to some there is no age for love. In hindi movies the lead actress would be head over heals over the boy right from their childhood flashback. That may be possible but i would like to generalize the right age to the college life.

My love life also started in college. No i never got into a relationship, but i fell in love on 1st week of my college itself. The girl a simple one, no make up, salwar kameez clad , armed with books to compensate for the expensive fees of the college with her good grades. I was very shy at that time and hardly could muster the courage to ask her name, all i did was sit on the bench next to hers and look into the attendance sheet to know her name. I was successful at that. I was happy to know that she would be in my batch for practicals. So finally on the first practicals i got introduced to her "Hi i am ............" is all she said, those were the golden words for me. We became good friends, probably because i always helped her with assignments( Ohh yeah i was this sincere student, first year engineering you see). I was so shy i could'nt even ask for her mobile no. and she had to ask me for that.


Her result wasnt all that good, i thought this is my chance grab it and be the pillar. Everything was done and laid, but then came the heart break, i came to know her more and she was those types of girl who does not have any sort of interests in relationships. My dreams were shattered, i never let her know my feelings, she became my best friend and still is, i came to know her, but she still doesnt know me. The golden words that she had uttered have probably become just another set of words for me.

Life moves on and so do we. We cant go on crying and whining over the first love. Love doesnt happen only ones.


Because i have found out that love can happen even in office life, at a family function and even at bus stop.
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Saturday, October 31, 2009

Always good but never the best

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My life has always been this way. I was a 4 year old kid, barely into kindergarten, the teacher told my mom, this kid looks bright he ll excel in the class and may be top it. My mom turned to me and said " Do meet her expectations, she is your teacher". I started believing in my mom and the teacher who said those golden words which started it all in my life. I attended the first day of my class and was seated next to yet another bright boy. So that started the competition. My ma'am called my mom one day and asked her to prepare me for fancy dress as i have very little stage fear. I did so, was applauded but unfortunately i stood second, to the guy who always sat next to me. I was good at poem recitation as well. Took part in it but again stood lame second, no prizes for guessing who. It was time for my final exams. Again i do not have to repeat it, i stood second. It was only 3 years later i realized what i have in store for my entire life when i realized that he came in this world 15 mins earlier than me, and his mom was on the bed next to me.



2 years earlier i was relieved to learn that he is placed in the same company as i am, i could match him somewhere, but again, he did'nt take up the job and is now in prestigious georgia tech univ, i am still sitting at home waiting for the very same company.


So in short i have always been good but there has been some one who has been better than me, to beat me.
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